questions

my thoughts wandering off
like a stray dog on the streets

searching for some meaning to live
still ending with nothing,
is this how life works?

leaving questions unanswered?
or am i too stupid to figure it out?

what barriers do i need to push
in order to solve this thing?

all these questions echoes inside
my head

like the voices you hear
in the woods at night.

dark thoughts

as the radiating heat of the sun
penetrates my skin

then i realize the end has come
to a near

the feeling of anxiety runs horridly
into my mind

no more laughter, no more sadness
all is filled with complete and total darkness

time slips through my fingers
as if it doesn't even exist

is this really happening or is it
just the mere product of fear?

the fear of losing someone, the fear of being
alone, the fear of death and the fear
of failure

all clashing at once.