Thursday, July 7, 2011

Lies

walking through a straight path,
moving forward to where hopes
and dreams may never be a reality,

balancing every struggles and obstacles,
hoping for a better end,

hiding under a mask of darkness,

living a lie that no one would care about,

seeking comfort in a made up place
where everything seems to be perfect,

the sharp blade of truth perforates
through this imaginary world,

forcing me to fall back to the ground
ending with a bruised sole and heart.

Thursday, May 19, 2011

unimaginable nightmare

huge waves approach the shore
destroying everything in its path
leaving traces of unwanted debris,
as the sky turns dark,
the air grows humid,
huge drops of water falls
down from the sky,
clouds of lightning starts to roll
as the roaring thunder rules
the sky above
the ground underneath my feet starts
to shake and crack
nowhere to run, nowhere to hide
standing here soaking wet
waiting for the sun to rise
and shed some light onto this
vast land full of dead memories.

Friday, May 13, 2011

glass box

trapped inside a glass box
wanting to be free

Feeling cold and alone
with nothing but dark gray clouds,

Seeing you, frolicking under a
bright summer's day,
planting thoughts of misery
into every corners of my mind,

time stood still inside this glass
box of mine

as i watch how time flies outside
this transparent walls

wanting to touch you, wanting to feel you,
just wanting to feel alive again.

Sunday, April 10, 2011

questions

my thoughts wandering off
like a stray dog on the streets

searching for some meaning to live
still ending with nothing,
is this how life works?

leaving questions unanswered?
or am i too stupid to figure it out?

what barriers do i need to push
in order to solve this thing?

all these questions echoes inside
my head

like the voices you hear
in the woods at night.

Sunday, April 3, 2011

dark thoughts

as the radiating heat of the sun
penetrates my skin

then i realize the end has come
to a near

the feeling of anxiety runs horridly
into my mind

no more laughter, no more sadness
all is filled with complete and total darkness

time slips through my fingers
as if it doesn't even exist

is this really happening or is it
just the mere product of fear?

the fear of losing someone, the fear of being
alone, the fear of death and the fear
of failure

all clashing at once.